sad day ? happy day ?

Yesterday i was on call with you till 2.30 am in the morning ... long time no on call dy or long time no talk dy ?? i night talk 4 hours and 30 min ... and all my feling come back to you ... trying to give up everything but ytd it come back everything ....is that so impossible that i will give up on you ??is this question stupid ?am I  thinking to much ?? I really cant belive ... why you wan to be so silly ? if you wan to choose someone to stay 4ever with you think nicely kay ?? 不要在一起了才后悔，会伤害到你身边的那位女人的你知道吗？Yesterday I told you i cant sleep .. and you started to say a story about three little pigs is very cute and you sound like my dad .. i feel that you and me are ntg more that jux a family ... a fake family members... I'm trying to tell myself ... me and you 4ever impossible ... rite boy ?? we are impossible ...  but you told me a joke that  if you break with her and you will be with me .. and this is a silly joke man .. really silly ... cause i belive you will never play a girl's heart .. and everyone knows that she love you so much ... try you best to love her back ok ?? one day she will talk to as a lover of you ... kay ?? gambateh ...