sad day ..

I knew everything .... I knew you lie to me .. i knew you betray me ... i knew you told me the truth ... i knew everything that make me sad ... nvm .. i will try my best to get back my single life ... xD  I still can be happy without you rite ?? i know I am not important to you ... but pls ... dont hurt the want that loves you ... no use ... i will only drop my tears  once because of you ....xD cause i am still enjoying my life without you .... xD sorry if i hurt you ....xD 

outing with tkd family today ...~ 6/2/2012

went to neway today ... having fun thr with xuan , peng , pek mummy , jojo ,wei shan , pui kei , pui siong , pui hee, pui yien , nigel ,carol ..... sing k till no sound le ...xD but still want to sing ... you make me smile today ..

we share secret today ... but still in the half way .. continue next time ba ...xD <3 enjoy my holiday today ... 

i skip tuition ...xD teacher called me ... I am dead tomoro if i go tuition ...xD nvm la long long one time ma ...xD 

nothing to share today ... share my story tomoro ba ... tata <3 

sad day ..

saw her today le ... feel so sorry to her ... i dont mean to lie her ..... really so sorry ..
you asked me ... why I am sad ?? tell you .. cause i saw you and her that time you two looks so sweet ... i hope this is not true ... but i really cant lie to myself cause I saw it with my two eyes ....T.T nvm i dont think you really understand wat I wan ... you only know wat she want ... you say you love me but actually she is the girl you love ... rite ?? cant someone tell me what should I do now ?? believe him tat he love me ?? or let him go cause i dont believe him that he love me ??? I really having a headache ...SHIT ...!!!!!

sad day ..

today is the first day without any sms from you ... you are the one that always the first and the last to sms me everyday .. but I belive from today i will never get any of that from you cause you alr have her beside you .. you dont even need me anymore ... nvm .. lonely is my life ... i want you to know that in my life without you I still can be as happy as I can ... no matter what happen ... I will always stay strong and never fall ..
without you I am nothing ... but when I am with you I feel that I am the extra want that need to leave ... Nvm you have her le rite ?? Hope you have a haapy day everyday ..
I know you dont like to chat with me so i wont sms you xD to make your life without me I will never call or text you again...xD Hope your life will be bright without me ..xD 


To you from me ...Hope you know it but I believe you will never know anything ..xD 

9 - 12 - 2011

本来想说单身不会有烦恼但烦恼还是来到我见门前了..
原来你从不把我当成你生命中重要的一个...当初我还把你当成是最重要的一个...最后原来你从不把我放在心里....算了吧....一点都不重要了..... 没关系...就算我的人生没有任何人的陪伴我还是会坚强的带着眼泪走下去完成我人生的路......


not feeling really happy today .... i injured my leg and i am having problems between my friendship again ... haixx ... wat should I do ?? i hope my god is here to help me ... who will be the one ?? haixx 
ending with a sad sad mood today ....=( 
nvm .. 我已习惯孤单地走完我的人生路.....没关系吧..... 只要你们开心就好..... 

this day comes again ...

you XXXXX ...
i am so fucking angry... 
cant ply jux say la .. small gas idiot ..
little things cry .. tell your Jeremy la ....
you think you are the queen of the world a ?? you cry everyone help ?? pls la use your brainless brain to think can or not ??
Pek chek arh ...




today is the worst day ever ... i have snowflake with my USTC family ....afteer snowflake we went to centro to have sushi king ...xD 
after that we went to pek mum house ...xD 


sad day always come to me ...xD i am having tuition today .. shit ... i hate that teacher man ... nvm i will try my best to love her .... cause she is the only person i need in my exam ... gambateh babe ...xD 


my birthday is coming ... still waiting for 1 month and 1 day ...xD 
good night worldwide ...xD Mr xx... i will still miss you in the night ... xD sweet dreams ...

sad day ...

没有我你们还能怎样?? 凡事都只有我做到完..快乐却是妳们的..脚是我的...时间也是我的...你们就不能还我自由吗???就因为我是女的所以这些就是我要做的事情吗??真是不明白为什么我是将傻呆呆的留了下来... Haiz 
说了也没用因为根本就没有人知道我在说什么..




Mr xx...
knowing you whr my happiness starts .... but seriously .. i jux get some news from you that you XXXXXX with heer le rite ?? congratx la ...xD 
i am going to be so happy to see you having sweet time and sweet memories with her ... rmb .. must share your happiness with kay ?? i will be here waiting ...i believe you will tell me one day ....
i never been thinking to love you ... jux feel so sudden... am i in love to someone that is impossible ?? when you tell me that she is back to your shouldeer ... i suddenly felt sad and down on mood ... but nvm .. i will let you go before i really get in love with you ...cause i alr been hurt one time because of loveing him deeply ... i will never believe a boyso easily anymore ...xD dont take it serious cause i am letting you go from here <3 






 to you my friend ...
i know you understand me .. but actually ... alot of things haven reach to you .... you can undeerstand wat i say and wat i do but you will never undeerstand wat  my hear is thinking ... but i will try to move you in my heart ...i will try to not get jealous when you are plying with other friends .... its true .. you are so famous .. and i am jux a little insects in your world ... the whole world knows you so i cant really get in to your life ... nvm i will try my best to get in one day ..




and you ...
i am still wondering who are you to me .. a friend or a stranger ?? i hope is a friend ... cause you always find someone that is famous to be a friend .... and you find out that i am not a famous girl .. you try to leave and and join her to make like you more rite ?? i hate this kind of idiots ... get out of my life ..






i am a lonely person .. nobody can understand me .. accept myself .. this is how i life ... is this my life ?? i hope i can change my life ..
cause lonely makes me sad .... i need you now .. Mr xx