sad day ..

today is the first day without any sms from you ... you are the one that always the first and the last to sms me everyday .. but I belive from today i will never get any of that from you cause you alr have her beside you .. you dont even need me anymore ... nvm .. lonely is my life ... i want you to know that in my life without you I still can be as happy as I can ... no matter what happen ... I will always stay strong and never fall ..
without you I am nothing ... but when I am with you I feel that I am the extra want that need to leave ... Nvm you have her le rite ?? Hope you have a haapy day everyday ..
I know you dont like to chat with me so i wont sms you xD to make your life without me I will never call or text you again...xD Hope your life will be bright without me ..xD 


To you from me ...Hope you know it but I believe you will never know anything ..xD 

9 - 12 - 2011

本来想说单身不会有烦恼但烦恼还是来到我见门前了..
原来你从不把我当成你生命中重要的一个...当初我还把你当成是最重要的一个...最后原来你从不把我放在心里....算了吧....一点都不重要了..... 没关系...就算我的人生没有任何人的陪伴我还是会坚强的带着眼泪走下去完成我人生的路......


not feeling really happy today .... i injured my leg and i am having problems between my friendship again ... haixx ... wat should I do ?? i hope my god is here to help me ... who will be the one ?? haixx 
ending with a sad sad mood today ....=( 
nvm .. 我已习惯孤单地走完我的人生路.....没关系吧..... 只要你们开心就好..... 

this day comes again ...

you XXXXX ...
i am so fucking angry... 
cant ply jux say la .. small gas idiot ..
little things cry .. tell your Jeremy la ....
you think you are the queen of the world a ?? you cry everyone help ?? pls la use your brainless brain to think can or not ??
Pek chek arh ...




today is the worst day ever ... i have snowflake with my USTC family ....afteer snowflake we went to centro to have sushi king ...xD 
after that we went to pek mum house ...xD 


sad day always come to me ...xD i am having tuition today .. shit ... i hate that teacher man ... nvm i will try my best to love her .... cause she is the only person i need in my exam ... gambateh babe ...xD 


my birthday is coming ... still waiting for 1 month and 1 day ...xD 
good night worldwide ...xD Mr xx... i will still miss you in the night ... xD sweet dreams ...

sad day ...

没有我你们还能怎样?? 凡事都只有我做到完..快乐却是妳们的..脚是我的...时间也是我的...你们就不能还我自由吗???就因为我是女的所以这些就是我要做的事情吗??真是不明白为什么我是将傻呆呆的留了下来... Haiz 
说了也没用因为根本就没有人知道我在说什么..




Mr xx...
knowing you whr my happiness starts .... but seriously .. i jux get some news from you that you XXXXXX with heer le rite ?? congratx la ...xD 
i am going to be so happy to see you having sweet time and sweet memories with her ... rmb .. must share your happiness with kay ?? i will be here waiting ...i believe you will tell me one day ....
i never been thinking to love you ... jux feel so sudden... am i in love to someone that is impossible ?? when you tell me that she is back to your shouldeer ... i suddenly felt sad and down on mood ... but nvm .. i will let you go before i really get in love with you ...cause i alr been hurt one time because of loveing him deeply ... i will never believe a boyso easily anymore ...xD dont take it serious cause i am letting you go from here <3 






 to you my friend ...
i know you understand me .. but actually ... alot of things haven reach to you .... you can undeerstand wat i say and wat i do but you will never undeerstand wat  my hear is thinking ... but i will try to move you in my heart ...i will try to not get jealous when you are plying with other friends .... its true .. you are so famous .. and i am jux a little insects in your world ... the whole world knows you so i cant really get in to your life ... nvm i will try my best to get in one day ..




and you ...
i am still wondering who are you to me .. a friend or a stranger ?? i hope is a friend ... cause you always find someone that is famous to be a friend .... and you find out that i am not a famous girl .. you try to leave and and join her to make like you more rite ?? i hate this kind of idiots ... get out of my life ..






i am a lonely person .. nobody can understand me .. accept myself .. this is how i life ... is this my life ?? i hope i can change my life ..
cause lonely makes me sad .... i need you now .. Mr xx 

to you from me ..xD

sad morning .. cause i'm sick ytd ...
still recovering ...haixx but i still have the mood to write my blog ...xD 


you are thr ytd ... but i dont really like that cause you always make me mad .... i know we are friends so i try to make myself not to hate you .... nvm .. still on the way trying ... but tell you wat ... you make me fell that you hate me from the start ... i hope this is not true ... i know that i am the wan who have to leave you ... thats the reason you wont make me stay beside XXX .... so you prefer to stay beside me ....i wont be mad because of that cause i always keep everyone as a friend ... as a normal friend or a best friend ...
for you ... i dont raelly know whr you are ... 
in my life i dont need anyone to acc me my whole life .. cause i am always a lonely ppl that everyone dislike ...
so i wont be mad if you hate me ... you can tell me also ... if you wan to .... i will listen ... rmb give me a reason that make youhate me kay ..xD thx very much ..






i am a idiot that everyone hate ...i wont be important in everyone's life.... even my family... they wont keep me as a important family members ... they use to worried my brother more ... cause he is a boy that makes everyone worried ... i am a daughter that makes everyone feel boring .. so they dont really take me as a family member in their life .... xD 
is okay man ... i think when i have myself in my life thats enough ... some of my friend dont even take me serious ... haixx feel happy is always my dream ... i will try my best to love the world without anybody in it .... xD 




To you ...
i dont really know am i important to you ... bu i hope i am ...
but thr is a secret i wanted to tell you ..
i will always love you from the start  till he end ...and you will never know is you ..
rmb .. keep it as a secret ...cause this is the only secret i wan to share with you .....
you will always be my first and my last ...xD 






and you ...
my machiii .. you are always thr to make me smile ..
but sometimes i really get mad because you bully me always .... nvm is just a game ... we are always machii ..
you get worry when i am sick ... you will make me drink more water .. eat medicine .. and ..........
to make myself recover ..
my life .. you are the first one that can make me do all this ... thank euu... my machii ... you are always thr when i need you ...xD 






and you ...
my xxxxxxx i know you keep as a friend ... you always forgive me when i am wrong ... thaks for everything that you gave me .... hope we can last our friendship ..




and you ..
always share me secret ...
call me jie jie everytime when we meet ... you are cute and handsome ... and .. can you tell me .. wat makes you and her break relationship .. istill dont really understand wat happen ... nvm you will tell  me one day rite ?? stilll waiting here ..xD rmb to tell me kay ... jie love you always as a family ...xD muackxx 




i think is enough for today .. i have to get some rest  cause i am have tuition ltr from 4 to 7 pm ... i hope i am alive when i reached home ...xD 

HappY Day ..xD

耶..我的生日就离现在还有1个月3天....xD 
不知道为什么很期待它的来临...xD 不知道有多少朋友还会记得这日子...xD 
应该不多吧..xD 


今天..xx 先生既然对我微笑了...xD 我好开心哦...不知道为什么我看他的眼神和看别人的有不一样的感觉...
但我不停的在告诉自己...他只是路人不是我的另一半...不知道我会不会爱上他叻...
应该不会吧..xD 
今天还算是个开心的日子..因为我从早忙到现在终于有机会动电脑了...xD 因为哥哥去考试了...没人跟我抢电脑...xD 希望他每天都考试..但今天是最后一科了...祝他那好成绩吧..xD