to you from me ..xD

sad morning .. cause i'm sick ytd ...
still recovering ...haixx but i still have the mood to write my blog ...xD 


you are thr ytd ... but i dont really like that cause you always make me mad .... i know we are friends so i try to make myself not to hate you .... nvm .. still on the way trying ... but tell you wat ... you make me fell that you hate me from the start ... i hope this is not true ... i know that i am the wan who have to leave you ... thats the reason you wont make me stay beside XXX .... so you prefer to stay beside me ....i wont be mad because of that cause i always keep everyone as a friend ... as a normal friend or a best friend ...
for you ... i dont raelly know whr you are ... 
in my life i dont need anyone to acc me my whole life .. cause i am always a lonely ppl that everyone dislike ...
so i wont be mad if you hate me ... you can tell me also ... if you wan to .... i will listen ... rmb give me a reason that make youhate me kay ..xD thx very much ..






i am a idiot that everyone hate ...i wont be important in everyone's life.... even my family... they wont keep me as a important family members ... they use to worried my brother more ... cause he is a boy that makes everyone worried ... i am a daughter that makes everyone feel boring .. so they dont really take me as a family member in their life .... xD 
is okay man ... i think when i have myself in my life thats enough ... some of my friend dont even take me serious ... haixx feel happy is always my dream ... i will try my best to love the world without anybody in it .... xD 




To you ...
i dont really know am i important to you ... bu i hope i am ...
but thr is a secret i wanted to tell you ..
i will always love you from the start  till he end ...and you will never know is you ..
rmb .. keep it as a secret ...cause this is the only secret i wan to share with you .....
you will always be my first and my last ...xD 






and you ...
my machiii .. you are always thr to make me smile ..
but sometimes i really get mad because you bully me always .... nvm is just a game ... we are always machii ..
you get worry when i am sick ... you will make me drink more water .. eat medicine .. and ..........
to make myself recover ..
my life .. you are the first one that can make me do all this ... thank euu... my machii ... you are always thr when i need you ...xD 






and you ...
my xxxxxxx i know you keep as a friend ... you always forgive me when i am wrong ... thaks for everything that you gave me .... hope we can last our friendship ..




and you ..
always share me secret ...
call me jie jie everytime when we meet ... you are cute and handsome ... and .. can you tell me .. wat makes you and her break relationship .. istill dont really understand wat happen ... nvm you will tell  me one day rite ?? stilll waiting here ..xD rmb to tell me kay ... jie love you always as a family ...xD muackxx 




i think is enough for today .. i have to get some rest  cause i am have tuition ltr from 4 to 7 pm ... i hope i am alive when i reached home ...xD